All Alone…

Well, my new best friend has taken off for L.A. in search of answers.  Questions that hit you pretty hard, like what else to do with your life, what you want to be when you grow up, etc.  I find myself in the same position, and I’m slowly finding some of those answers.  Only I can’t escape to L.A. to try to find those answers.

I miss him terribly.  We’ve gotten so close over the past few months, and he’s such a part of my life now.  Do I wish something would happen between us?  You bet.  I’m not the dreamer type, but I could definitely see a future for both of us, in each others lives.  And that’s not an easy thing for me to picture.  With two kids of my own, I would have to find someone that can accept them as a part of the ‘package’, which Steve has done, even though he hasn’t spent any time with them.

But without getting into all of that, I think I’m just going to enjoy this for a while and see where it leads and see what answers I get.  After all, G-d always answers questions, but not always Yes or No.  Sometimes it’s a simple, Not Yet.

~ by jewishheritage on August 3, 2008.